It's not Obsession

Bobo is resting on the air mattress (where she slept last night) and I'm reading stuff on the nets.

Pryllie called me earlier, and that was a great surprise in and of itself, nevermind the one she's promised...

I added drugs to my 'lunch', yes I did. Later, we'll hit the pharmacy.

I couldn't do this without Lani, and I don't know how I'll ever express my gratitude to her. How do you thank someone who puts their life on hold for you, even for a short period?

My dad came by. He was disturbed, I could tell. Lani was a fantastic interpreter.

... I feel ...

yeah.

Listening to Miley Cyrus' 'The Climb' made me cry and I felt silly, but it's so much more appropriate, even now.

I'm sure I'll discuss these topics in greater depth later, I'm just tired.

Lodi's mom was talking about alien abduction... and so I said something about it and Lodi said I needed to update my Facebook status.

So I did. Without thinking. And then... well... yeah.

So, I'm totally down with the whole friending whoever on Facebook, especially if I know them kinda thing, right? Right.

Well, I got friended by someone I knew in the fifth & sixth grade. Which, you know, wouldn't be so bad if my one, singular memory of this girl wasn't that she told Danny Mavromatis that I called his house and hung up one day because I had a huge crush on him.

That's it. That's ALL I remember about her. Seriously. I couldn't tell you a damn thing more from my elementary school days with her. Isn't that horrible? I was so mortified by that one thing that it is the one thing that stands out in my mind when I see/hear/think about her name.

And I want to message her on Facebook and say to her, "You friended me first, so you clearly know who I am. I'd very much like to reminisce about old times, but all I remember about is [this memory]. You were a heinous bitch to me when I was 11."

But I can't do that, can I? We're grown people now, right? Right. Besides, back then? Even the first graders had a crush on Danny Mavromatis. He was LEGEND.

(2 Points) My name:
(1 Point) My last name:
(5 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(3 Points) Who am I in love with:
(2 Points) Where did we meet:
(2 Points) What kind of car do I drive:
(2 Points) where do I work:
(3 Points) what am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(2 Points) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(1 Point) Do I like 'em:
(4 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(2 Points) How many piercings do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) what’s my favorite color:
(3 Points) name something I hate:
(4 Points) name a talent I have:
(4 Points) what kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating right now:
(5 Points) how long have I been dating them:
(5 Points) what is the color of my room:
(5 Points) what is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:


80-85 Points; Stalker Extraordinaire!
70-79 Points; Hard-Working Stalker
- 79 sleepswithlove
- 70 pay_the_piper
40-69 Points; Decent Stalker
- 56 wnchestrgeekboy
- 50 rdlenix
- 40 littlemoresonic
20-39 Points; Stalker-In-Training
00-19 Points; Crappy Stalker or New Stalker




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PS: Put this in your journal!

EDITED TO ADD: The longer you've known me? The more stringent the grading process :D KGO!

It's That Day again. Well, unless you're Lodi. Then it's ROCK ON time and Have a Dorito. I love Lodi.

( Click this For More Than You Wanted to Know )

I miss my mom.

Handin' out ass-kickin's and lollipops and I'm aaaaaaaaaaaaaall outta lollipops.

In OTHER news? I have to admit that the conundrum to spit or swallow isn't one I've had to have in a long time... how fun!

You ever have one of Those Days where... the things you WANT to say are the things you really just shouldn't? You know, because you might regret them later? Or you really just might not.

For girls, it's usually those two days right before your period when your brain --> mouth filter goes away. I don't get my period as much, so I'm just guessing as far as time frame goes, but you get the picture.

Yeah.

So, I should be writing my NaNo. I could be RPing. Neither seems like fun. I am not a creative person, I've realized. Instead, I do the same shit over and over and over and think I'm clever and I'm really just not.

I don't feel good. I got sick in the shower tonight. I am trying to nurse a migraine. I have this wicked icky thing that has been GROWING on my tongue in my MOUTH for- you know? That just sounds way more grody than it is. I bit it, then I burned it, then the baby gave me thrush. That's all. *sighs*

Plus, Cher did something horrible to me: she made me watch FRIENDS, and unlike the three seasons of Supernatural? There are ten of Friends. I hate this show and yet... I can't not watch. And I went for so long, too.

I'm headachy, I can't get a job in FUCKING NOWHEREVILLE and I can't pay my storage.

I want to complain SO much and this post just isn't cutting it.

I'm apparently throwing a Pity Party and ya'll are invited.

Plus: I'ma hafta kill the dog, the boy and the neighbor. Who wants to come to THAT?

1 - Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Random quotations: http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album

3 - Go to flickr's "explore the last seven days" http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

Put it all together, that's your debut album.

( This was way too... well, I liked it :) )

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That said, much love to Miss Rachael & Miss Lani, both of whom are feelin' the ickies today. I ♥ you both liek whoa and things will get better. Think happy thoughts for today at least. Like, um... Guitar Hero and rum? :-/ I dunno. OOH! I know. For Rach? Margaritas. For Lani? (.)(.)

There. <3 *mwah*

I don't think I've been in one SINCE [December of '06].

And now I'm convinced that they'll always really, truly bother me. A lot. :-/ Power's back on, it's only on here. All the stores and things are still out.

So, we're here. Trunk is still full. Mostly because... well, no room. And Rach's couch? SO much more comfy than Cher's. Jack's behaving and in good spirits. He's a happy baby which really? Yeah. :) Kyle was a happy baby, too. I love those kinds. About this couch though? The back? Super tall. The part your ass goes on? Um, it's so slender, I can't even sit cross legged on it. Sleeping on it? Barely can do it sideways, nevermind on my stomach. Last night, I woke up five separate times so by the time David got up at like, six? I was awake.

Kyle's in school. And by school, I mean like... this little set of cabins in the woods. It's just the most quaint thang EVAH. And by THAT I mean... it's in the woods. And everything is green: the trim is green and the colors are green and it's just... so in the woods. And all the outside signs are wood. It just... yeah. Cedar River Middle School. And then he'll go to Junior High (8-9) and then High School. So odd.

This place isn't that far from the mountains anyway. It's all woodsy and the cops all drive SUV's and shit.

SO, here we are.

... I think I'ma work at a gas station. Or the grocery store. *shrugs*



It's colder out here.


And? the internetz is sporadical.

Okay, so... they put me on these pills for my "high blood pressure", which I've had since I was pregnant with Kyle (12 years ago for those keeping score).

I'm not sure these pills are right for me.

Yesterday was my SECOND DAY taking these pills and they warned me that I'd be a lil dizzy and what not. Um, yeah. Every time I went to stand up and move, it was like I'd just run 12 blocks. My head would start pounding, it was hard to breathe... yeah.

So, last night, I'm laying there and sleeping and then OHMYGOD chest pain. And as I'm laying there, in the dark, trying to calm myself (because I've had chest pain before but not QUITE like this)? All I ended up doing was psyching myself (because my MOM woke up at 1 in the morning with chest pain and DIED) out and I went down the hall to Rach's room (not even coherent, I'm sure) and sitting in her chair. Seriously, my chest still aches this morning.

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These pills? I'm not taking them today. I need to go back to the doctor. This was not okay.

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Australian media say a lost humpback whale calf has bonded with a yacht it seems to think is its mother.

The 1- to 2-month-old calf was first sighted Sunday in waters off north Sydney, and on Monday tried to suckle from a yacht, which it would not leave.

Rescuers towed the yacht out to sea, and the calf finally detached from the boat but still swam nearby, Australian Broadcasting Corp. and Channel 10 television news reported.

The calf appears exhausted but rescuers hope it will continue out to sea and search for its mother or another pod of whales.

"The outlook is not good, but we are giving the calf its only option. It can't be fed, and in fact we wouldn't know what to feed it" because it is not weaned, National Parks and Wildlife regional manager Chris McIntosh told ABC radio.

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