It's not Obsession

... it's Dedication

June 2nd, 2009

[RP] It's a rant/discussion/thought process... who knows.

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I've been RPing a very long time, it seems. Well, when it comes to LJ/IJ RP, anyway.

In January of 2004, I did a search on Livejournal for fans of 'stargate' and came up with a roleplay game. It was a game called the_sgc and the first character I picked up with was Anise and her human host, Freya. The moderator there was a girl who went by the name of [info]panthera.

Now, Panth? Panth was a kick. She was one of the best mods that I've ever had the joy of writing with. She was patient with newbies and when I went to make an original character (that was really supposed to come and go), she let her be a Mary Sue kind of gal and that was it. There was no accusations or rudeness, she just let us all play and it was glorious.

OH, well. I also met [info]ambisis in that game, and it turned out she lived like, ten minutes from me and we've been best friends ever since, but that's another (fantastic) story. ;)

So, I played Anise/Freya (who had twins with Sgt. Walter Davis - those twins will be FIVE in July) and I had my new character, Shannon Weiss. Shannon's gone through some reworking, but she eventually became the [info]sgc_spybarbie that married [info]daniel_sgc and those two had a baby named... [info]hattie_notqueen. :D

I really love my RP's.

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I started off in Theatrical Muse in March of 2004 with Helen of Troy and wrote prompts for her for a year before I even thought about jumping into the side business of RP with her.

She became good friends with John Munch (of SVU fame), and eventually married him, much to Hermes chagrin. But before they were married, she and Hermes had a really amazing one-night-stand. Oh, those two. Always snarking at each other, bitching about each other, and really? The closest friends. They do love each other. Not in a way that they'd ever BE together, but it's a love nonetheless.

So, they had this lovely one-night-stand and from that came... [info]antigone_grace, who eventually came into her own in my head.

Helen, after three years of marriage to John, witnessed his death in a drive-by and ended up asking Zeus for her mortality before committing suicide. Hermes took her to Elysian Fields and there she stays.

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So, basically, I've had the same characters in my head for years... and years... and years... and though I try to let them go, it's hard. Even now, when Hermes does something outrageous or wacky, Helen is the first to poke her head up with a LOOK.

I've spent years creating elaborate storylines for them and played those storylines out with very skilled writers and I've been so fortunate to have that in my life.

To be honest, I miss that.

I miss the time and the dedication that went into the weeks and months of storylines and not knowing what was going to happen next, exactly. Having a starting point, knowing what points we wanted to cross and getting to some kind of vague ending... thing. Whatever happened in the meantime was awesome.

The closest thing I have going with that is the KITT & HATTIE thing, but that's because we play in journals. Maybe the LC people, at times. Occasionally the SPN people, but yeah. It's all just sitting out there in petty one-offs.

People are so concerned with the concept of godmodding that they don't TRUST their RP partners anymore. I know I can say to certain people, "Okay, take over for me with [my character] and I'll see you tomorrow!" in a party post or something. I know they're not going to do something wildly out of character with mine.

And when writing a scene, how hard is it to say, "Sue smiled. Motioning with her head, she led them to a table and sat first." How dare Sue assume that Ted wanted to sit down?!

I just don't understand why some assumptions can't go into writing if you trust the person you're writing with. If you don't trust them, why are you playing? It's made me skittish around players I don't know very well. I don't want them to jump on me.

That said, I just met an entirely new group of people, an entirely NEW GAME. I don't know them, they don't know me and yet... we all MESH. And I did. I said, "Okay, Lauren, you can move _____ for the rest of the party. Have fun!"

My girl got another drink and made out with her boyfriend on a couch. It was in character (enough) for the game, and the scene. I'd known Lauren all of a week. But I trusted she wasn't going to make my girl the party floozy and have her do a strip tease.


... I just miss that kind of RP. Where epic stuff happens. Example? Antigone's had quite a life. ♥

/rant

March 30th, 2009

[Weekend Updated] and things...

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First of all, EJ? You have issues. SRSLY. That freckle? Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah. :P

Secondly? ABOUT last night? Talk, talk, talk. More on that in a heavily friended or even private entry because, well. YEAH.

Thirdly? If the [Impossible Quiz] was addicting back when, and it was, then [Pandemic II] is even more so. OMFG. JUST sAYING.

Fourth? Lanibobo goes back to Washington DC today for which I am both glad and sad. Glad because that means that no more sadness keeps her here and sad because, well... no more Guitar Hero. Still, it was nice to see her for a quick visit. Plus, hey! New snowglobe :D

Fifth? I have no fifth. Back to the old grind, right? Right. Later? I'm making fudge brownies.

  • Will be responding to tags today, promise
  • Need to catch up the LC peeps
  • Need to do the SPN stuffs
  • Maybe something with TNG?
  • January 4th, 2009

    [TUTORIAL] How REAL cybersex is done

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    MO: I think I'm gonna take a hot shower and relax.
    EJ: think of me baby, *wink*
    MO: oh yes, oh yes.
    EJ: awesome my heterosexual life partner
    EJ: you are the bestest EVAR
    MO: I am, what can I say. DO ME
    EJ: RIGHT NOW
    MO: UNF UNF HARDER HARDER
    EJ: Oooooooh yes, YES MORE BABY MORE
    MO: *HUMPHUMPHUMP* OOOOOH
    EJ: *BEST CLIMAX EVAR* OOoooooooh MO!!
    MO: *pops collah* Yeahhhhhhhhh, buddy. Like that. THAT.
    EJ: Ahahah <3


    The More You Know.

    November 28th, 2008

    [THANKSGIVING] I'm thankful for my true friends, those I can count on and trust and those I love

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  • NANO: So, I'm at... 39,198. That makes a little over EIGHT THOUSAND for the day. :) Go me. The story is fun to write and I think I'm not going to hate it once it's done, but wow. Last time I take a suggestion last second. Eeesh. Also? I had no idea that my 2006 win was going to be held against me until the end of time. I must grovel for that forever. My bad, Lodi. I am SO sorry. *wink*


  • THANKSGIVING: So, we had a turkey, and it was decent. And we had potatoes from Safeway that were not. And the stuffing was eh, but not too bad. All in all? I'm cooking next year, the hell with it. I'm a good cook and this was just a travesty. Of course, Jack in the Box on Christmas was worse. ♥


  • RP: I'm thinking of dropping people in UTR (and please, do NOT take this as a sign to email mods on my behalf, thnx) like the Fates, because in the end, I'm only going to need them to restore Anne's godhood after she has her baby. Also? The Doctor. I really was liking him doing his scene with the TARDIS, but perhaps I just fail. Eh. On THAT note, Shannon's probably going to have to go for lack of stuff to do. Lotus is not even near the forefront of my mind and I went ahead and brought in Gaius because... I love him. Saul's next if I'm not careful. Over at WIHH? What's the deal with Elizabeth? Who knows.

    I AM, however, loving my new girl for Let's Cruise. ♥ That makes four there and really? I love it.

    What do I miss? Prompts. *sighs*

    Ummm... oh! My son gave me flowers today. I had a wicked bad kink in my neck and couldn't turn my head, was busting ass on my NaNo and he brought me flowers that were for inspiration and things. They're lovely.

    It's now 3:30 in the morning and I think the Percocet induced nap that I took at 6pm has led me to stay up this late. This will be a problem tomorrow, I just know it.

    Today. Tomorrow. Whichever.
  • May 6th, 2008

    [AIM] IM of the Day = Introspection on My Friends

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    Girl I Know: You know, you have some really great friends.
    Ramdonomo: What do you mean?
    Girl I Know: did they come over to IJ for you? That's really nice of them if they did.
    Ramdonomo: Yeah, they did.
    Ramdonomo: I have AWESOME friends.

    And you know what? I SO do. I really, REALLY do.



    Clockwise from bottom left, that's Lani, Rach, Meredith and Me.

    Lani, well, Lani... Lani's just... yeah. Met her through RP moons ago. She's the one that came at 3am when my Mom died and sat with me for two hours, then was with me two hours after THAT when I had to go to my mom's work to tell them. She's indulged my fandom squee with Rambaldi fun and hit up Disneyland with me and my son I don't know what I'd do without her.

    Rach, well, Rach... Rach's just... yeah. Met her through the interbutt a long time ago and, on the first day I met HER in person? Talked to her about RP when she had NO IDEA who I was or what I was talking about. Then I schmoozed our way onto a bus, into the Science Center and to the front of the IMAX line. She fell in love ;) She's let me invade her house for a month on end and I don't know what I'd do without her.

    Meredith, well, Mer... Meredith's just... yeah. Meredith is not just a graphics queen, no matter how much you may see me say so. She's one of the most brilliantly smart, incredibly talented people I've ever had the privelege to know and she's put up with so much from me, too. She's helped me out when I've had nothing and no one to talk to and I truly don't know what I'd do without her.

    My friends make me a better person simply for knowing them and I'm blessed beyond belief.

    And those are just the ones I've taken a photo with.

    EJ? EJ I've known for years and man, did I wanna be her for the longest :) She's a fantastic writer and someone who kept me company for the weekend I was in the hospital. She helped me flirt with hot nurses and doctors and kept me sane during inane amounts of crazy. <3 I love her and I hope she knows what she means to me.

    And Lodi.

    Well, LODI. Lodi's my favorite person I've never met in person, even though I've known her for 5 seventeen years. Know when I knew Lodi was my friend? The day she spent three hours helping me find a song I'd heard on Radio Disney when I only knew one line and that line? I knew WRONG. :) I've loved her ever since.

    Jo & Eric? Well. PSH. I'm HIS internet wife and her... well, her RP BFF. *shrugs* /end ;)

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    Also? I've talked to all of these people completely drugged out on either: Greg Drugs (Hi Lani!) or some form of Mom Drugs. :) That's how I know they love me.

    I'm not high NOW, either. I was just trolling my own photobucket.

    *MWAH*
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