It's not Obsession

I've been thinking about it for some time and finally did it. My pup journals on lj are closing down and I am not paying for any more accounts. They will be rebooted into Insane Journal with at least two getting a complete overhaul.

Pup status as they stand:

Breacan.
Pb: Orlando Bloom.
Location: Currently - Hell.
Occupation: Sea Captain. Poseidon's Captain of the Guard.

James Audr.
Pb: Brad Pitt.
Location: Currently - Hell.
Occupation: Currently - Thorn in Brighid's side.

Fionnuala:
(Overhaul in history)
Pb: Catherine Zeta-Jones.
Location: Santa Monica, Los Angeles.
Occupation: Paranormal romance novelist. (was a jeweller)

Eothian:
(Overhaul in history)
Location: Currently - Hell.
Occupation: Fantasy/Fairy Artist and Illustrator. (was a photographer)
Pb: Johnny Depp (mostly using his younger images).

I have yet to do a ij for Audr. Will probably get to that today. underthisstone

And, if Breacan Pb was Val Kilmer, I have just recycled all my pups from ten year ago either in personality or Pb. *Sigh*. Don't think any of these changes will help the 'block' I am experiencing.

Also just noticed newspage had the question of: Are these Australia's sexiest men? And Eric Bana was featured.

And it's hot here. At three am. Whinge. Whinge. Whinge.

• 18:09 Cut my hair. Pics sometime soon. #

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For some reason I get to a certain point with rping out relationships and stall. It runs along alright for a while at the beginning then when it all falls into place I am just "WTF do I do now?"

This has happened with nearly EVERY relationship (Platontic or sexual) one of my pups have had with another. And usually by this point the other mun has wander off with their pup to chase after someone new - either because it's too much drama IC and/or OOC. I just don't know how to keep that beyond point interesting and less drama-ish.

And also, my pups get to this point, and sabotage all the beginning effort with their own b.s. Which adds to making rping out relationships difficult, boring because who wants a pup saying: "Yes/No" all the time. And me thinking I should put up a neon sign on my pups for others warning them to not get invovled.

But over all? The fun is seeing who clicks. Who doesnt. And struggling through to MAKE it work. I just for once, would like for my pups to get past others and mine 'Honeymoon' stage and see if a good, strong, relationship can go on even with pup b.s. (and sometimes mun b.s too).

Because relationships just isn't about sex, drama, and leaving. Oh. Wait. Soap Operas. But the point is can my pups have a 'happy' ever after, with other pups? And how do I make it interesting beyond the 'Honeymoon' stage.

• 18:23 I really wish there weren't a bunch of people in my apartment and that they weren't all loud teenagers. #
• 19:01 My god I am seriously about to snap. #
• 19:19 @kirielle There are like 5 teenage girls over here and they're all squealing and loud. #
• 21:00 I just know this episode of #Monk is going to make me cry. #
• 21:38 @Jania28 Yeah me too, especially these last couple ones. #

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What is happening in my neck of the woods.
-Polymer clay creations.
-Drawing.
-Crazy Quilting.
-Charm Bracelet creations.

-Thoughts of feathers. Birds. Owls. Magpies. Mushrooms. Gnomes. Trees. Rolling hills.
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Muses:
-Fin.
Location: L.A.
She went to a mirror and applied lipstick, subtle eye shadow, darker blush, to suit her outfit. Her clothes and makeup done for attitude. She pouted her carefully applied lipstick mouth and made her expression blank, cool, haughty. This was a woman who knew which men she wanted to dive for and how to get them.

-Breacan.
Location: Hell.
" I frequently see the old man [Eothian] coming round. His face covered in grime, blood, muck, and soot, making him appear black as a pair of riding boots. A dirty soiled sweat rag around his neck, exhaustion in his eyes, yet always a grin on his face. Each night to boost moral he does a turn perfoming - and is always applauded."

-Eothian.
Location: Hell.
"At first the enemy had not the slightest idea where the death-dealing sniper arrows came. Often Breacan end up bagging three or four in under a minute and the enemy would blaze furiously, trying to find him in a loophole a few hundred yards away..."

-Audr.
Location: Hell.
"The rotten part of the whole damn thing is we came in on the first day, only to see bodies rotting in their thousands. The 'air', was bloody dreadful with the stench of death in it. Nothing could cleanse the smell from the nostrils for a fortnight afterwards."

• 01:19 Eeeeee Lewis Black on Craig Ferguson! #
• 20:02 Hee, I love Booth's daddy already. #
• 20:10 @queenmidalah Right, granddaddy. That's what I meant. #

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We are just starting out and it's a bit slow going, but the concept is AWESOME I think.

All we have right now are:

Anne Boleyn
Anne of Cleves (that's me!)
Catherine Howard
Catherine Parr
Mary Boleyn

We lost our Henry and our Katherine of Aragon, so would be nice to have them. But we also need everyone else. Edward, Mary, Elizabeth, Cromwell, Charles, Jane, etc. We also need OCs for court members!

Anyways, check it out! Tudors Reborn!

- My head has settled down.
- My muses are awake.

What's happening on the mess that is my studio desk:
- Mermaids.
- Sailor sweethearts.
- Sea shells.
- Fabric postcards.

(Interesting how the mermaid looks a bit like Liv Tyler?)

I'm gonna kill my roommates.

We now have bedbugs.

Yeah.

Chocolate yesterday.

Migraine today. Don't learn do I? Stoopid cow.

...

• 00:08 Pirate Rock is amazing. #

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-I brought a couple of books off of ebay for next to nothing dollars. I am hoping ONE of those books will spark up muse interest again.

-I added two design elements to the tulip cross-stitch motifs I am doing and it visually added interest and made the stitching less boring.

-With drawing, and stitching, I know which direction to take myself. I have thought about this for a long time, and had interest in it longer. Time to do something about it.

-Fin is about to get a re-boot. I am putting her in L.A instead of New York. Which would suit her music background. Later on I am thinking I might make her get a spot in a soap opera which will launch an acting career.

-I have this insane tempting idea to create a female Immortal with the PB of Kirsten Dunst whose first death was in Marie Antoinette's era (obviously not a beheading). She was trained by...James Audr. Tell me: NOOOOOOOOOO.

-Muses are all quiet-ish. Imagine five muses lounging about on floors, couches, just doing nothing. Some drinking. Some playing solitaire. Others sleeping. That's what they are all doing.

Today there will be:
Shopping I didn't get to do yesterday.
Writing.
And, the continuing cheering a certain cancer free person on. You know who you are.

The third party in Fin's story (The Bowerbird and the Fox) has a name and face:



Detective Justin West.
Face: Timothy Olyphant.

I saw my doctor today and...

... I'm cancer-free.

:D

I have to see my oncologist every three months and my radiation oncologist every six months for the next two years, but...

:D

I'm cancer-free.

• 23:05 #Castle Thank you for another great episode @NathanFillion and @Stana_Katic #

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Quote of the Day - Plautus - "Nothing but heaven itself is better than a friend who is really a friend."

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-_- So very true.

- Fooling around with fabric postcards.

- Cross stitching. Stupid thing is boring to stitch so far.

- Can't deciede if the below drawing should be painted only, or collaged.

- Writing Fin's story: Up to five thousand words so far. Note I said words. Not words that make sense. And I can't believe she did that.

- Breacan apparently is A: Will be protecting Poseidon's wife's Mermaids under her orders. (Let just say we all know who wears the trousers in Poseidon's marriage). Need to write that up yet. B: Returning to Georges Bank off the Gulf of Maine to work on fishing boats out at sea. Also says to be closer to Clotho.

-Shopping maybe today.

I just have to say: SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D



Oh you've no idea how much I am looking forward to this movie. She just needs to do a movie with RDJ, and I'll be completely satisfied.

• 22:02 Yay time for #Castle! #
• 22:21 "Tell her to wear something sexy. No reason we can't enjoy this interview." &lt;3 #Castle #
• 22:42 It's hard out there for a pimp. Thanks #Castle #

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