It's not Obsession

( Mostly complaining, somewhat graphic description of pain & causes )

So, on Wednesday, I'm having surgery. A biopsy. The ENT I saw on June 1st wanted to do surgery on June 2nd but was afraid he couldn't get approval from the insurance in time. So, on Wednesday, I know they're going to biopsy my tongue and check down my throat to see what lesions and lumps are in the way there. About the lump in my neck, I don't know if they're going to go through my throat or through the outside of my neck, but I think they're going to check that out, too.

Having someone say, "I'm concerned you have tongue cancer" is pretty frightening. But, you know, after everything else and with my sister and the friends I have and the people I know?

I'm going to be okay. I will.

Pray for me.

Also, I didn't realize it until this last time watching through Star Trek, but guys!

JJ ABRAMS TOTALLY USED IT TO APOLOGIZE TO ME!

Proof?



There. There it is.

Aww, I'm not sure he's TOTALLY forgiven, but the door has been opened.

I gasped and was all warm in the cockles of my bitter, shattered heart. Tsk. Oh, JJ. Why did you have to ruin us so thoroughly? It's so hard to get it back, isn't it? But this... this is a start. *sniffles*


{THAT SAID}

I totally redid my journal: ramdonomo