InsaneJournal

Current mood:

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Missing? Me? Psh.
Was sick this weekend. Not like, cold/flu sick... that's the rest of the family. ALTHOUGH - I was informed that if I get THAT kind of sick, I get a hospital bed. :D YAY AND BOY WAS I ENTHUSED.

Anyway.

No, just radiation sick. And they say, 'they' being my radiation oncologist, that the radiation shouldn't be making me sick but I think, and my REGULAR oncologist agrees, that THEY are wrong. And my hair is coming out more. Urgh.

So, in the last two weeks? I've lost 11 pounds. I'm down to 172. I can't keep anything down. My mouth is all kinds of frakked up. I can't talk without gagging and I can't gag without throwing up.

I know it's selfish, but when I'm online I'm interested in writing one thing and that person knows who they are. *shrugs* With my online time so limited... well, that's the way it is.

I love you all, but this bites. I have two more radiation days left. I have one more chemo left. Between the two, I have TWO WEEKS of suckiness supposedly: being sick, having a sore mouth... yeah.

My taste buds will take six to eight MONTHS to come back, but whatev whatev. I can deal with that.

And now you're all caught up.


... OH. And I DID end up with that PICC line. FUN. Almost ended up with a heart attack, too. Check that bad boy out: [PICC].