<0> (![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} ramdonomo) wrote,@ 2009-10-05 06:40:00 |
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Update thing
Yesterday, my mom would have been 61.
Yesterday was the first day I was actually, physically sick to my stomach from the chemo. I mean, sick sick. Not just queasy, not just, "Oh, I hate this feeling" but sick sick. And yeah, I hate THAT feeling, too.
I sat in my recliner all day and watched movies with Cher and Kyle and Jack: Emma, Willow, GI Jane - all movies Mom would have watched. ♥
I miss my Mom.
I'm glad she doesn't get to see/know about MY cancer and at the same time, there are so many days I wanna curl up next to her and cry. Yesterday was one of those days.
Yesterday, my mom would have been 61.
Yesterday was the first day I was actually, physically sick to my stomach from the chemo. I mean, sick sick. Not just queasy, not just, "Oh, I hate this feeling" but sick sick. And yeah, I hate THAT feeling, too.
I sat in my recliner all day and watched movies with Cher and Kyle and Jack: Emma, Willow, GI Jane - all movies Mom would have watched. ♥
I miss my Mom.
I'm glad she doesn't get to see/know about MY cancer and at the same time, there are so many days I wanna curl up next to her and cry. Yesterday was one of those days.